Distant

Confession is good for the soul. Right? Ok, here it is. I have been distant from the Father. And here's the worst part...I just realized it today. I let the deceiver sneak in and distract me. And oh, how it happens so quickly. 

We skipped church on Sunday-which was my idea because I wanted one more day with my little family before we got back into the post-holiday routines. And I haven't looked back. 

Tomorrow I have bible study and I hadn't even started the 5 days of homework. Hadn't even cracked it open to peruse it. Until today. Today I started working on it. It was good stuff. I was enjoying it. But my heart was still distant. 

It wasn't until I was sitting in the carpool line this afternoon listening to my favorite station, 101.7 Air1 (you NEED to check it out people-it is the best!!) that my heart was broken. I honestly don't even remember which song was playing. But in that moment, I realized how much I need Him. Every hour. Every minute. I need Him. And He was waiting for me. He drew me close to Him in the carpool line. And I am thankful He did.